Random #4

Had F7 EDC today. Almost overslept again. =)

After that had lunch at Pyramid. Ate at Ajisen Ramen. Ordered something which I forgot the name. (It was quite long and I just finished F7 class). They had there in the menu 3 chillies so I ordered expecting it to be spicy. It turned out to not have any single spiciness. So I added more chilli to make it spicier but it is still not spicy at all. Quite disappointed, really. But the food's okay.

Then we went to watch Angel & Demons. It was smart, as usual, Dan Brown. Some parts were quite predictable even though I haven't read the book. (Maybe because I'm as smart as them). Haha.

Other than that, a pretty normal day.

My Bones Are Brittling!!

Went to Pyramid with family yesterday. They had this Anlene promo or something (I don't know what you call it as my english not good). They had a bone examination to know the quality and strength of bones. So me, not wanting to be left out, saja go and try try.

Filled up some form and lined up for a short while only (around 5 minutes). The person asked me to put my right leg on some machine and after that he recorded the results on the form. I saw that it was in the low risk range and was quite happy with myself. They then directed me to another person who gave the consultation. He looked at me and said "This is not good. You only have 0.3 whereas the max is 2 and at your age you are supposed to be at least 1.5." He said this was probably due to my lack of calcium intake and too much coffee. He asked me to drink less than 2 cups a day, exercise at least 3 times a week and take 1000mg calcium a day. He said some other stuff as well which didn't really register in my brain as I was busy thinking 'No!! Not the coffee!!' :(

After that, I went and see my mum's results. Believe it or not, she got a 1.9!! Much much higher than me. Hahaha.. My dad was in the average risk zone almost nearing the high risk zone. Hmmm...

Probably it's all the hard work my mum always calls us to do. Probably it's because the machine was already spoilt. Probably because it was Mother's Day so we let her win. Argh!!

Care Or Don't Care?

Feeling down lately. Been juggling a lot of things and almost stressed out.

These few days I've been doing a lot of thinking. Is the way I treat people right? If I don't care, I'm considered not a good friend. If I care, people misunderstand and take it the wrong way. Been seriously thinking, what should I do? I'm really confused and helpless. Feel very pressurized.

I'm still deciding whether to take 3 or 4 papers this seating. I'm not sure whether I can cope with 4.

Can It Stop?

These few days have been quite stressful. A few sleepless nights and long hours of classes. Maybe that's why I'm quite moody these days. Not because I'm angry at anyone. Probably a little emo.

Too many things going on right now. Some I don't know how to settle without hurting anyone in the process. Some stuff I did and said which I now regret and am now trying to pull myself out of it. Some stuff that I appreciate but wish I don't know anything and can act like it hasn't happen. Hmm.. Really confused..

Just hoping things won't stay this way. OR maybe it's just the weather.

Hot! Hot! Hot!

After around half a year not blogging, I decided to post something. Seems like time passes toooo quickly and I just wish I have more than just 24 hours. There's too much things to be done and so less sleep, less play and more work.

These few days weather has been so hot I wonder whether it's gonna be like Melbourne. Hopefully not. I already have not enough sleep. So far it has only been 32 degrees. So not YET like Melbourne. But if the haze continues.. who knows?

Finally, just wanna wish a few people happy birthday.. Alex (18th Feb) and Darren (19th Feb). Happy Birthday and many returns..

Lots of love,
Eliza

Looking At The Brighter Side Of Life

I know I have not been updating this blog for quite some time. Actually sometimes I don't even know what to write about. Issues lately have either been too much to the sensitive side or I'm afraid I'll just get too emotional again. I know crying doesn't really help solve problems. It's harder still when I've got to put on a smile just so people can't see the hurt inside.

On the brighter side, some of you who know, actually helped me a lot in solving certain issues and also helped me go through this heartache which I prefer not to talk about anymore. I just hope and probably make this a lesson I have to learn in life to appreciate the things I have and not regret and miss them when they're gone. A very hard, painful and expensive lesson indeed!!

Just hope things like these won't happen again. It's too painful.

最近

你最近不說話 怎么了 為什么
是不是有什么事讓你不快樂
听說你最近很孤單 有點亂 有點慌
可是我卻不能夠在你的身旁

你想要的 我卻不能夠給你我全部
我能給的 卻又不是你想要擁有的
我們不适合 也不想認輸
好几次我們抱著彼此都是想要哭
常解釋這樣的一切都只是開始
我覺得是所有的一切早已就結束
不想再約束不要再痛苦
下一次會有更好的情路

你最近不說話 怎么了 為什么
是不是有什么事讓你不快樂
听說你最近很孤單 有點亂 有點慌
可是我卻不能夠在你的身旁

你想要的 我卻不能夠給你我全部
我能給的 卻又不是你想要擁有的
我們不适合 也不想認輸
好几次我們抱著彼此都是想要哭
常解釋這樣的一切都只是開始
我覺得是所有的一切早就已結束
不想再約束不要再痛苦
下一次會有更好的情路

愛 我卻不能夠 給你我全部
我能給的 卻又不是你想要擁有的
你想要的 我卻不能夠給你我全部
我能給的 卻又不是你想要擁有的
我們不适合 也不想認輸
好几次我們抱著彼此都是想要哭
常解釋這樣的一切都只是開始
我覺得是所有的一切早已就結束
不想再約束不要再痛苦
下一次會有更好的情路

這一次我們都能很幸福