Exam Blues

It's only 3 more days to the exams and I feel I'm not fully prepared. Just when I thought I could do the paper and start concentrating on other papers, they back-fire and show me that I'm not as good as I think I am. Maybe it's just my level of calmness is always more on the high side. I probably should start practicing the law of attraction and some of the stuff they say in The Secret by Rhonda Bryne. "I must pass all FOUR papers including audit" should keep playing in my mind again and again like a tape recorder.

Part of me feels confident in passing the papers excluding audit BUT as I look at it, I'm not too sure anymore. My MOCK results gave me some level of confidence in passing but I'm still feeling really nervous for the first time. Maybe I shouldn't mix so much with Mel.. (Ms Joyce advice) Nah.. She's good influence in the sense that she make me more kia-su over my studies as I tend to be quite tidak-apa sometimes..

Besides that, I just got an email from ACCA. It just made me more confused about the venue of my exams. They changed the venue of some of the papers. Just hope ACCA didn't screw up and gave us the wrong location, considering the fact that almost everyone is going to Sedaya when all of us registered for Sunway. Wonder who's gonna take the exam in Sunway then..

Now, I should get back to studying. Suffer in the present, reap rewards in the future. *I MUST pass all papers*

Tagged By Alex

Tagged by Simple Alex.. dunno why people keep tagging me.. =(

1. Link to your tagger and post these rules.
2. List eight (8) random facts about yourself.
3. Tag eight people at the end of this post and list their names.
4. Let them know they’ve been tagged by leaving them a comment on their blogs.
OK? All set?

-fact number 1-
I am left-handed

-fact number 2-
I get scared of a lot of things quite easily

-fact number 3-
I am a very choosy person especially when it come to food and clothes etc..

-fact number 4-
I sometimes have big dreams but no motivation to work towards it

-fact number 5-
I am a coffee-addict trying to fight addiction with no success

-fact number 6-
I let emotions get the better of me sometimes

-fact number 7-
I dream of going to Venice someday.. anyone wanna sponsor?

-fact number 8-
I really bad at recognizing people and remembering names..


Wasted so much of my time thinking those 8 things.. AND it's only random!!
I think a lot of my brain cells died in the process as well..

Tag:
1. Mel
2. Jasmyn
3. Darren
4. Zi Jian
5. Aaron
6. Vivian
7. Eric
8. Kenny

Back From Nowhere

After a hiatus, decided to post something before people start nagging and tagging me again.
As many of you all know I've not been feeling well. Having migraine for 3 straight days and nausea and flu for a whole week (still not recovered yet) and now having backaches.. And yes, I know it's not a good excuse for not blogging, BUT at least it's an excuse.. hehe..

Still thinking whether to go for the donation thing this Tuesday. I'm not scared of blood but more of worried it'll be pain and I don't want to faint there. A bit scary, I must say, as I've never done this before. Hope for the best, prepare for the worst. Sounds like going to war.

Sincere condolences to Teik Han on the passing of his grandfather.

Double Joy?

*we are the champions playing in the background*

Such a satisfying end to a wonderful season... =) Now for Champions League...

Don't worry I'm not gonna blab about them here.

Finally, Khar's present is bought. After around 7 hours of fruitless effort finding a gift, a second trip had to be made.






Happy birthday girl! And hope you like it.. :)

Life's Over, Back To No Life

One week of holiday is going to end. Back to study life, if that is even a life. This one week seems to pass so fast, in one blink of an eye, it's gone...

It's only 3 more weeks to finals and I'm not prepared for it at all. Feels terrible being a midnight oil burner but at the same time just can't pull my lazy self together and heed Ms. Joyce's advice. Exams are just round the corner as in the corner is already very near. EDC and EFC will be starting soon and I wonder will I be there staring at the lecturer thinking what on earth is going on? I hope not..

Weather is not helping in any way either. It's too hot. I think the sun is coming towards us. Nah, that's just some crazy hypothesis which doesn't make sense and is never going to happen. I blame it on the heat. Imagine getting headache after waking up from sleep and so hot that taking 2-3 baths a day is not enough. People suggest soaking in mud but hmm.. that'll probably make me sicker than I already feel I am. Maybe I'm just dreading going back to jail class. =(

Tagged By Mel

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. What have you realised recently?
My brains shut down after exam. Momentarily, at least. so Alvin, that half explains the reason for the awkward silence.

2. Have you given your first kiss away?
*looks to the sky*

3. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 11 blog buddies you would take with you?
sounds bad to bring people to be stranded with me but oh well.. Mel, Darren & Jasmyn (since we're already stranded there), Jian, Aaron, Wen-Ly, Vivian, Kenny, Eric, Teik Han and Jun Hao (Yays! We can form a football team there!)

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Anywhere where there's good food, company and attractions. :)

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
Only one ar?? I cant decide which..

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Rainbows only happen when the sun rays are terbias (I studied Science in Malay so I don't know the English word for it) by the rain. That's the only thing I believe.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
My hunger for God and passion for His work
 
8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
No. Hehe.. That's his job :p

9. (my question) What is the thing you regret most in your life?
Not appreciating what I have

10.List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
About Mel:
- Has a sincere heart
- Loves God with all her heart
- Caring friend

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Loves God; is there when I need him; hardworking/passionate about the things he does; determined; caring; makes me laugh; responsible and many more (case-to-case basis) :p

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
Selfish, irresponsible, irritating, insecure and overly sensitive people. But come to think of it, I shouldn't hate them. *so ashamed of myself and am repenting*

13. What is the one thing you cannot live without?
God and human basic needs

14. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
Point out la.. Better for everyone

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
God and living for Him

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
Depends if there's cash.. Hehe..

17. If your house burned down, what is the ONE thing you’d save from your room?
Err.. Important documents? Learnt from somewhere, not sure where..

18. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
The don't-care-attitude part and rude-if-i-find-you-irritating part.. Hehe..

19. Can i safely know your birthday dates ?
No.. Hehe.. But you already know mine so it's not safe anymore..

20. What kind of person are you? and why?
Still learning a lot of things and beginning to understand things better. I can be a really nice person as in I'm willing to go to great lengths to help a friend but I tend to mix less with someone whom I think I can't get along with due to various reasons, sometimes unwilling to accept that person for who he/she is. Maybe it's because of fear of being betrayed and hurt. So that's the reason why I don't have that many close friends.

I TAG :

1. Eric
2. Kenny
3. Aaron Low
4. Zi Jian
5. Vivian Tan

Lost In Wonder

Exams are over..
At last no more people nagging me to go sleep or study.. You know who you are.. =)
But I know you guys meant it for my own good..

Today is Good Friday.. The day the Lord died so we could live.
The lyrics of the song by Martyn Layzell is so so true..



Lost In Wonder
You chose the cross with every breath,
The perfect life, the perfect death,
You chose the cross.
A crown of thorns You wore for us,
And crowned us with eternal life,
You chose the cross.
And though Your soul was overwhelmed with pain,
Obedient to death You overcame.

I'm lost in wonder,
I'm lost in love,
I'm lost in praise forevermore.
Because of Jesus' unfailing love
I am forgiven, I am restored.

You loosed the cords of sinfulness
And broke the chains of my disgrace:
You chose the cross.
Up from the grave victorious,
You rose again so glorious:
You chose the cross.
The sorrow that surrounded You was mine,
'Yet not My will but Yours be done!' You cried.

Touching it is..

Calvary Church is having:

Good Friday Service
Time: 8pm
Venue: Calvary Church DH, DP, Cheras and Ampang

Youth- Turning Point
Time: 2pm-4pm
Venue: Calvary Church Damansara Heights

Easter Sunrise Service
Time: 6.30am
Venue: National Hockey Stadium, Bkt Jalil

Pastor Steven comments here

Anyway.. Blessed Easter... =)