Amicable Spirit

Finally something worth writing. Last Friday, 17th July, Wing, Kok, Liak Shern and I went for Manchester United's Meet The Fans Session at Mandarin Oriental. The tickets couldn't be bought outside. So thanks to her we got them.

Not many people turn up as tickets were hard to come by. Met Rashid Salleh there. He's an ESPN presenter and actor, in case you were wondering.

There were 5 players there. Anderson, Wayne Rooney, Jonny Evans, Zoran Tošić and Fabio.

Had F7 EDC today. Almost overslept again. =)

After that had lunch at Pyramid. Ate at Ajisen Ramen. Ordered something which I forgot the name. (It was quite long and I just finished F7 class). They had there in the menu 3 chillies so I ordered expecting it to be spicy. It turned out to not have any single spiciness. So I added more chilli to make it spicier but it is still not spicy at all. Quite disappointed, really. But the food's okay.

Then we went to watch Angel & Demons. It was smart, as usual, Dan Brown. Some parts were quite predictable even though I haven't read the book. (Maybe because I'm as smart as them). Haha.

Other than that, a pretty normal day.

Went to Pyramid with family yesterday. They had this Anlene promo or something (I don't know what you call it as my english not good). They had a bone examination to know the quality and strength of bones. So me, not wanting to be left out, saja go and try try.

Filled up some form and lined up for a short while only (around 5 minutes). The person asked me to put my right leg on some machine and after that he recorded the results on the form. I saw that it was in the low risk range and was quite happy with myself. They then directed me to another person who gave the consultation. He looked at me and said "This is not good. You only have 0.3 whereas the max is 2 and at my age I was supposed to be at least 1.5. He said this was probably due to my lack of calcium intake and too much coffee. He asked me to drink less than 2 cups a day, exercise at least 3 times a week and take 1000mg calcium a day.

After that, I went and see my mum's results. Believe it or not, she got a 1.9!! Much much higher than me. Hahaha.. My dad was in the average risk zone almost nearing the high risk zone. Hmmm...

Probably it's all the hard work my mum always calls us to do. Probably it's because the machine spoilt already. Probably it was mother's day so we let her win. Argh!!

Feeling down lately. Been juggling a lot of things and almost stressed out.

These few days I've been doing a lot of thinking. Is the way I treat people right? If I don't care, I'm considered not a good friend. If I care, people misunderstand and take it the wrong way. Been seriously thinking, what should I do? I'm really confused and helpless. Feel very pressurized.

I'm still deciding whether to take 3 or 4 papers this seating. I'm not sure whether I can cope with 4.

These few days have been quite stressful. A few sleepless nights and long hours of classes. Maybe that's why I'm quite moody these days. Not because I'm angry at anyone. Probably a little emo.

Too many things going on right now. Some I don't know how to settle without hurting anyone in the process. Some stuff I did and said which I now regret and am now trying to pull myself out of it. Some stuff that I appreciate but wish I don't know anything and can act like it hasn't happen. Hmm.. Really confused..

Just hoping things won't stay this way. OR maybe it's just the weather.

After around half a year not blogging, I decided to post something. Seems like time passes toooo quickly and I just wish I have more than just 24 hours. There's too much things to be done and so less sleep, less play and more work.

These few days weather has been so hot I wonder whether it's gonna be like Melbourne. Hopefully not. I already have not enough sleep. So far it has only been 32 degrees. So not YET like Melbourne. But if the haze continues.. who knows?

Finally, just wanna wish a few people happy birthday.. Alex (18th Feb) and Darren (19th Feb). Happy Birthday and many returns..

Lots of love,
Eliza

I know I have not been updating this blog for quite some time. Actually sometimes I don't even know what to write about. Issues lately have either been too much to the sensitive side or I'm afraid I'll just get too emotional again. I know crying doesn't really help solve problems. It's harder still when I've got to put on a smile just so people can't see the hurt inside.

On the brighter side, some of you who know, actually helped me a lot in solving certain issues and also helped me go through this heartache which I prefer not to talk about anymore. I just hope and probably make this a lesson I have to learn in life to appreciate the things I have and not regret and miss them when they're gone. A very hard, painful and expensive lesson indeed!!

Just hope things like these won't happen again. It's too painful.